Tonight Justin and I went for a walk and when we left the house there was a precious baby blue jay sitting on one of my geranium planters. I kept hoping that its mommy would come and get it while we were out walking but when we returned it was sitting at our front door. It broke my heart that it was seperated from its mother. Justin gave it a little dish of water and went to move it and then it started to fly although it didn't get very far. I felt a little better knowing that it was at least somewhat mobile. I just can't understand how mother birds just up and leave their babies like that. I guess one day I will be having to learn to let my babies go- first day of school, graduation, college, marriage- yikes I'm glad that is all several years away. I can already tell letting go is not going to come naturally for this mommy
Capturing and cherishing the moments that make up this lovely and chaotic thing we call life
Monday, July 28, 2008
One More Week
Tonight Justin and I went for a walk and when we left the house there was a precious baby blue jay sitting on one of my geranium planters. I kept hoping that its mommy would come and get it while we were out walking but when we returned it was sitting at our front door. It broke my heart that it was seperated from its mother. Justin gave it a little dish of water and went to move it and then it started to fly although it didn't get very far. I felt a little better knowing that it was at least somewhat mobile. I just can't understand how mother birds just up and leave their babies like that. I guess one day I will be having to learn to let my babies go- first day of school, graduation, college, marriage- yikes I'm glad that is all several years away. I can already tell letting go is not going to come naturally for this mommy
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Amazed
This week I have definately felt some of the early pregnancy symptoms including some serious sleepiness and occassional nausea if I have not eaten in a while and of course the many trips to the bathroom in the middle of the night have continued. I think Justin would testify that I have also been quite sensitive and instead of being my somewhat feisty self I am a little bit more weepy. I will say though I really do feel pretty good and each symptom is really just a reminder of the miracle happening inside me. Last night Justin read to the pearl(s) for the first time. He read a really sweet book I bought for him called, "You're My I Love You." I have also been doing lots of reading to find out what is happening with my and the pearl(s) right now. I have also been doing lots of reading on what I should and should not be doing right now and let me just say there is a lot of information out there. The nutrition information alone is pretty overwhelming. I decided to sign up for a free online pregnancy food journal to help keep up with the nutrients I am getting because there are a lot of them to keep up with. I have also been trying to walk in the evenings and I bought a couple of pregnacy exercise videos so I can try and stay in shape and hopefully make the labor a little easier. I am learning that our social calendar is going to have to be limited to weekends because during the week just being at work takes most of my energy so I typically come home and take a long nap before dinner. Justin has been great and has been cooking for me and taking really good care of me and the baby(s). We are really looking forward to August 4th and finding out how many blessings we have to look forward to meeting in March!
Monday, July 21, 2008
Our Pearl(s)
The last few days we have just continued to celebrate with family and friends. Mom and I made our first trip to a baby store, Madeline's Room, and they were having a sale that day and we both ended up winning door prizes. We each bought a book for the baby(s). Mom picked one out that was shaped like a cupcake and called "I love you more than..." and I picked out a book from the same series called "You're My Little Love Bug." They both have a place to insert the babies photo and they light up and play music. They are really sweet. The last line of the one I bought says, "But most of all what you are is God's sweetest gift of love!" I just loved that because that is exactly how I feel about this baby(s). Saturday I broke a cardinal rule of pregnancy and I cut my hair off, well I cut off about 5 inches which was a lot to me. I had decided I was only going to cut it off if I wasn't pregnant but I just couldn't resist. It feels so much better in this hot weather. Saturday evening I got to go to my first baby shower as an expectant mommy and it was so much fun. Sunday we got to announce to our Sunday School class our news although most of them already knew it was still very exciting to share that huge answer to prayers. Sunday afternoon we went to lunch with my parent's life group and when we walked in they all started to cheer- it still amazes me how many people are just as excited as we are about this miracle. After lunch my mom and Shelly and I went to see Mamma Mia. It was a lot of fun to see all the costumes and the dancing and hear the Abba music! When I got home I read the two new books to our precious little pearl(s), something I have dreamed of doing for a long time. While I felt a little silly reading out loud with no one visible in the room, it was a really sweet moment with my pearl(s).
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Still On Cloud Nine
"It makes me want to shout, hallelujah, thank you Jesus, Lord your worthy of all the glory and all the honor and all the praise."
Thursday, July 17, 2008
The result is . . .
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
My Sweet Justin
Sunday, July 13, 2008
3 More Days
Today we went to First Baptist for Baby Caroline's dedication. She looked so pretty in her little dress and she was so happy the whole time. It was really a sweet ceremony. After church we all went to the Frizzell's for lunch and some BabyCakes of course. We had a fun time with all of their family and other friends. Then I had to come home for a nap. I took a very long nap and really didn't even want to get up after that. I have been feeling really good still. I just have some occasional little aches in my lower abdomen. Thursday is only a few days away and I am so glad that the time so far has gone pretty fast.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Freedom!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Movies, Friends & Good Food!
Until this evening I had pretty much remained in the bed other than for trips to the bathroom which I had 6 of in a 5 hour period on Monday night. Last night though I made it through with only 1 trip to the bathroom though- that was pretty exciting! Yesterday was a pretty quiet day. Justin got up early and made me breakfast in bed. Then I watched a little TV, did a sudoku puzzle, and watched some movies. Last night my sweet friend Shelly brought us Olive Garden for dinner and she sat and visited with me for a while. Today Justin again got up and made me breakfast in bed and I read a magazine and responded to some work emails and finished a movie I fell asleep in last night. My sister was sweet enough to bring me some yummy Taco Bueno for lunch and visit a while on her lunch break. Shortly after that my friend Shelly came back over and this time brought her sweet baby Lily. Not long after they came over my mom and my nephew Ethan showed up. My mom came over to visit and cook me one of my favorite meals for dinner- Pepper Steak. Shelly and Lily stayed and played a while and then they went home. A little while after that our friend Stephanie called and her and Harrison came over and brought me a yummy new Blackberry Sprite drink from Sonic. Harrison and Ethan played for a while. They were both playing with my little Reveille dog that sings the Aggie Fight Song which is pretty funny considering Harrison comes from a family of Red Raiders and Ethan comes from a family of Longhorns. I am such a bad influence! A little later my sister and her other little boy Keller showed up so now we had a house full of 3 little boys. It was quite entertaining. Right after that my dear friend Kimberly and her little boy Creighton showed up to visit too! So now we had four precious little boys in our bedroom all under the age of 3. Things had gotten a lot more exciting around here. Benjie even stopped in after his afternoon run! After a while of watching the boys play everyone headed home except for my family. I decided to finally move from the bed to the couch in the living room. It was a nice change of scenery! My dad stopped by too and we all enjoyed mom's wonderful Pepper Steak! Then to top it off we had strawberry pie. When everyone had left it sure was quiet here with just me and Justin! Having all our visitors today reminded me just how blessed we are to have such good family and friends that care so much about us and that have been so supportive in this journey! Below are some pictures from today.
Ethan, Keller, Creighton and Harrison all wanting to play with Creighton's cool rifle! Sharing is so hard when you are small!
Kimberly, Creighton, Harrison and Stephanie all piled in my bed with me- I love these girls!
Monday, July 7, 2008
"Two!"
If you look at the picture, next to the arrow are two little white dots which are the embryos. After the transfer, Aubrey had to lay still for about an hour. At around 2:45, we were on our way back home to Abilene. Aubrey will be on bed rest for the next 3 days so I will be her butler. Now the waiting begins- we will take our pregnancy test in 10 days on the 17th, so please just continue to pray for patience and the development of our babies. Thank you all so much for your encouragement and prayers. We are already praising God for the miracle He has already done in giving us these two perfect embryos!
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Tomorrow!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
"Eight"
I am not sure Keller and Laney thought the parade was as exciting as we did but they were good sports and road along!
Joy, my grandparent's dog, who is a member of the family even got to participate in the parade and of course mom was there with camera in hand!
Even Uncle Nathan and Uncle Justin participated- they aren't too cool to be in a parade! And in the stroller behind the wagon baby Stone was pushed by mommy Andrea.
It did get pretty hot while sitting outside for the parade so we decided we needed to find a place to cool off. It's a good thing our good friends the West live right down the street and have a beautiful pool! They were nice enough to let the whole family come over for some splish splash fun!
Nothing makes a baby or mommy more tired that an afternoon of swimming!
After that we headed back to grandmother and papa's for a family cookout! Let me tell you my family can make some really good food and I ate way too much! To end the day we all piled in the cars to go find a spot to watch the fireworks. It was a wonderful 4th of July!
Friday, July 4, 2008
"Ten"
What a lovely way to start celebrating the 4th of July! This wonderful news and in about an hour my nephew and two little cousins will be arriving with the bike and wagon that we all decorated together for the 4th of July Parade on our little circle we live on. After the parade there will be homemade ice cream. If that is not enough we also will have homemade ice cream at grandmother's tonight along with my dad's delicious brisket, papa's tasty burgers, all the yummy sides and a homemade pound cake. I'm sure Justin would throw in the fact that he is playing in a golf tournament makes this an even better day! So happy 4th to you and your family! Enjoy the time together! And we'll talk again tomorrow- maybe I'll even include some photos from the parade.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
"Eleven"
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
"Twelve"
Well today was the day of the retrieval, and what a day it was. Aubrey, Aubrey's mom Sheree, and myself left for beautiful Lubbock around 7:45 this morning in order to arrive for our 10:30 appointment. The trip went well, Aubrey and Sheree got to read magazines while I drove. I really enjoy parts of the drive, because I am fascinated with the wind farms. I am amazed at the magnitude of them. It seems as if they are building more and more every time we head that way. Well other than that, I have never seen so many State Troopers on the road in all our trips up there as I saw today. I swear there were about 10.
We arrived in Lubbock around 10:20 and got to our appointment on time. The waiting room was pretty empty and we just sat there for about 25 minutes and then they finally called us back. I walked with Aubrey to the back and they put her IV in for the procedure. After Aubrey got her IV, we headed back into the procedure room. Walking into the room gave me flashbacks to our time before. We had quite the adventure last time in that room. Aubrey could not wake up from the anesthesia and every time we tried to get her up, she would almost pass out and fall back asleep. It took about 4 hours after the retrieval to get her to the car. I was just hoping that this time would be a lot easier for her. We waited in the room for about 45 minutes I believe. I really do not know the exact minutes, but I was getting impatient, because I was very nervous today. I was just so worried about a lot of things. God, however, was in control. When the nurses finally came in, I had to leave and go back to the waiting room. I sat there patiently with Sheree, catching up on the newest issue of Time and just hoping all was going well with the doctor and Aubrey. At around 12:30 or so, the nurse came out to get Sheree and I. Aubrey was done with the retrieval and everything went really well.
As we walked into the room, Aubrey laid there peacefully not moving at all. She looked like she was enjoying her sleep, which she does. The nurse told as that we had "12" good eggs that were retrieved. We had 14 last time but only 8 survived so we are 4 more ahead this time. I was excited to hear this news and I know Aubrey's mom and Aubrey were too. I was then sent to do my part of the retrieval and returned later to be with Aubrey until she woke up. When I got back Sheree had said she was slightly awake, but still wanted to sleep. During this time the embryologist told us that my count was still low like last time, so they will have to do ICSI which we did last time. I was a little disappointed because I have been doing everything I can to help us out and I still could not get a higher count. Aubrey woke up gradually and we got her up and ready to go a couple hours later. Then it was back on the road again. We stopped at Rosa's for a little bite to eat since Aubrey had not eaten since the night before and headed towards Abilene. The ride was going great until we got about 10 miles outside of post. That is when Aubrey woke up and said she was not feeling good. I thought she was going to throw up so I was about to pull over, and that is when she passed out. She had one of her spells which looks scary and sometimes is, but she came out of it about 30 seconds later. We do not know what causes these spells, but the main thing is that she is OK. The rest of the trip was fainting free!
We are back in Abilene now, Aubrey is asleep in the bed taking it as easy as she can. She will be a little sore tomorrow though. We find out tomorrow how many eggs have fertilized and how many look like they are maturing the way they should. What an exciting time in our lives and I am glad we can share it with you. Thank you so much for all your prayers and support. Please continue to pray that we have multiple eggs mature and progress they way they should, and that God will continue to give us patience.